Just like the leaves that fall off the trees during the Autumn breeze.
Such beautiful sight.
Done and dusted.
The act of denial, the rage of anger, the wilfulness of bargaining, the settlement of depression and the dreadful acceptance.
I wasn't given a chance, never was i. It is like telling someone, you can never make it without even giving him the time.

You are perfect.
I am perfect.
And we make a perfect couple.
People questioned, why do i remain so steadfast, how long have i know you, it is precisely the point that no one understand you better than i do.
We complement so well in the sense that we are bipolar and totally opposite.
In the physics lesson during my younger days, they call it a form of magnetic field. The north pole and the south pole. We attract each other intensely when we are in close proximity, and we attract everyone into this magnetic field of ours. However proximity is something which we can't have now. All we need is just a little control and some form of compromise.
We both enjoy experience, you simply love new experiences without any clauses attached whereas i love practical experiences which will help me to grow.
You jump straight into any opportunities without much thought knowing that it can be done whereas i analyze with my multi-perspective before i embark on the opportunity. I have plenty of ideas and dreams but the risk adverse me constantly hold me back and you being someone who is always filled with plenty of ideas and dreams and being the optimistic you, failed to recognise the flaws in the ideas before devoting your time into it.
I hold on to any important relationship with my grit whereas you choose to believe if it is meant to be, it will be. You prefer shifting with the wind but i believe defining my own, our own.
People call me a pessimist-optimistic and i reckon you are a optimistic-pessimist.
In all situations, everything can be done, nothing can't be solve but yet within that situation, we might need to find a satisfying point of view which we have to come to a form of compromise.
You and i are perfect but i reckon perfect is a word with such serious connotations that even you or i might fear to speak about it. Often, we fear death but when we start to fear our fear, we are paralyse and it lead to our downfall. Who are we to fear, or to believe we are not worthy for each other. If we ever think that either of us is too good for each other and somehow we are afraid to embrace because we fear that we might not be able to live up to it. I say, everything else is just the background noise. What is there which either of us can't embrace.
I am fighting in the dark whereas he is fighting in the light. How am i able to fight without even knowing what am i against with? The word 'Fair' is not a word that exist in this world when human emotions define the notion. I am completely defeated not because i am incapable but because i was never even allow to be in the fighting ring.
Why did you even want a friendship when you know it was never my intention to have one. There is never a consolation gift in the game of love.
I wasn't given a chance, never was i.
Companionship or relationship?
What are you seeking? Many of us will never understand the difference in that.

Sometimes i just wish to tell myself that i might had just made a bad decision in loving you however i know that it was never the case, you are always the beauty in my eyes.
Love is something i will never understand and i guess love is always a game for people who can stomach it, definitely not me.
Giving up was never in my mind, but pushing forward is something i fear as well.

Were we meant to be, i say yes. Are we suppose to last, i say yes. Will we end up together, i can't conclude if you do not even wish to try.
I see the beauty in us, do you? We are meant to walk together.

You deserve someone better, definitely not the one that you are embracing now.
I wish i can be just like you, embracing anyone that comes.