Writing is cathartic, that's what she said. Writing helps me to think, to reflect upon and to understand myself. It force you to think and usually when you start thinking in-depth, it eventually lead you in wanting to improve and be better in certain sort of manner. I started writing when i was fifteen, thoughts were penned in little secret books of mine which i still kept it. With the advancement of technology, i switched to blogging not with the intention of preaching my thoughts but rather due to the advantage of accessibility.

Born with a strong sense of curiosity, whenever i observed something that is inconsistent with or beyond my current knowledge, i will experience a tension that motivate me to close the information gap. I use to frequent coffee bean at forum every weekend to enjoy my solitary reflection and careful observation. That period of time was a catastrophe for me, no education, no financial insurance, no love, no job, fallen out with my family and on the verge of going on a route with no return. Every sitting at the cafe can take me a few hours and it is amazing how mind my can map out everything without any pen or paper at such lightening speed.

Contemplating on a choice will lead to analysing of the pro and cons of it. The resulting consequences and the indirect ripple of effect towards anyone surrounding me. If the choice did not work out, what are the ways which i can rectify it, and planning out a revival plan to the original choice. Layers and layers of information being process in my mind while i wasn't really in much of a control. The thinkerman, that is what i call myself. I love analysing and thinking however sometimes i might over-analyse till paralyse. I suppose this therapy of mind-working actually helps me to be assured of my own character and realise what are the certain values and principles of my life. Quoting what Steve Jobs had mentioned before, ‘You can’t connect the dots looking forward, you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future’. That is precisely knowing that what you are doing now constitute to where you will be in the future, so whenever we looked back, are we walking on the path which we wish we had and knowing that it will brings us to where we yearn for?

More often we are born with certain traits and characters however there are many encounters in life that actually help nurture you. Regrets often make you realise what you have missed out and advocate your desire in holding on to the opportunities and the people you have in life. Love motivates me, partly due to the way my life was shaped throughout my younger days and having a strong belief that love sustain all form of relationships, which is ultimately tangible in life.

The absence of your physical presence in my life now actually helps me to take a step back and understand the overall simplicity in this complex conjunction. I am relieved and happy because i know this episode in life is certainly going to help us bond stronger in the future.

Just like me, you are like no others.
We do not conform, and we do not settle for less.
We aspire to achieve but yet we are being held back by aplenty.
We fear for the future because we are uncertain.
We chose the route which others do not dare to take.
For i say, let no fear hold us back, as you say the world is our oyster.
Just like me, you are someone in the making.
Time will come when people will realise you are someone great.
To those who have cast their fingers upon us, berating our ethics and the choices we made, the day will arrive when they truly understand we are like no others.
We make the world a better one.
You and me, we are special.
Amazing when we intertwine.

Having said so much, in retrospect, a constant reminder to myself for what i have written a few years back. We expose to different, in order to experience, so to embrace and to learn, in order to help us to be better and refrain from committing the same mistakes.

These 3 simple words always keep me going strong.
The best way to understand about the way of life is to get yourself into constant exposure.
Move away from your comfort zone and get expose, throw yourself in the deep sea and learn how to swim.
In a society like ours when life is so competitive, what distinguish a person from the rest is his exposure in different avenues.
One can never allow himself to be one dimensional.
Exposure leads to new revelation in life.
Without exposure, life becomes stagnant and like the river that never flow, people will never grow.
Every new day is a good start in gaining more wisdom, cultivating oneself. Seek and strive for the best.

Experience the different exposure that you had in life.
Fill yourself with all the invigorating knowledge, and embark on a journey pack with amazing happenings.
Learn from your experience.
Place yourself in different situation and observe.
Allow your senses to come into play and feel.
Feel with your heart, observe with your sight and analyse with your mind.
Do not be afraid to reveal the inner emotions cause they are real, every little bit of it.
A person who is in control of his emotions is in control of his life.
Position yourself in others view, relate to others and envisage things in another perspective.

Embrace everything that is coming at you.
Embrace with your heart and soul.
To be honest, life is not like a bed of roses.
Somehow, sometimes, something will just screw you up.
So take everything in your stride and don't despair.
Accept yourself as who you are and embrace the indifferent personality of others.
Accept that there bound to be flaws in life and nothing is perfect.
Believe in the beauty of possible.
Allow yourself to be consume in the nature of beauty, slow down your pace and reach out for the fascination in life.

For all things in life, in order to achieve and live the dreams that you desire, sacrifices are just part of it. Impossible is nothing, it only depends on how much you want it.